ultra cool swanky club...

So you ever just feel like sometimes there is this super ultra cool swanky club, and you just didnt get the invite?

i feel like that some much lately, this might be a slight bit of a pity party post, or basically a post of me complaining, {i will try to make this as pleasant as possible} so if you dont want to read, look away now.

It seems to me that lately there are so many couples that have been married around the same time Zach and I have that are just in another playing field than we are...
let me just state this now, im not pregnant, nor will i be getting pregnant anytime soon, so please,
stop asking, or assuming...
It seems like most of the people on facebook or blogger have been throwing up{throwing up... get it?? haha} sonograms lately..I seriously feel like there is a new one every other day. I guess maybe there is a part of me {maybe a huge part} that secretly wishes that was me right now. But its just something that we dont feel like we are ready for. I am happy for those who are, but i just seriously feel like i cant go anywhere without it being shoved down my throat, and sometimes it wares on me. 

"Some may call me a dreamer, but I'm not the only one..."

I feel like this is so true about me, there are so many things that I want to do, want to have, want to experience, before I cant really do any of those things. Call me selfish if you wish, but there's a little more young married life we'd like to live before we take on that responsibility. {even though that experience will be a great one too.}

One day I hope to join this super ultra cool swanky club, but for now Ill just stop complaining
: )

on a lighter note, i straightened my hair today. takes a while with my curls, sometimes i miss it

this font is easier to read yeah??